Liling, 231197 If you rather believe in rumours than in me,I wont mind. Cos a friendship cannot be built without trust. :) Dont ever judge me. I dont Love the way you lie.
Me Myself and I
Liling , 14 .
Clementi Town Secondary
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I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming?
— Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close
-Guys are just heartbreakers,Shyt them.
-Say that I'm ugly? That doesnt make you chio. :)
Say that I'm chio? That doesnt make you ugly. :)
Well,actually I cant really rmb what I did that day . Only rmb training . It was literature fest yeah . Literature fest is awesome ! Much awesome than heyday . Those play put up by those sec 2 students are much more better than sec 1 drama . Heh heh. Well,Idk what to blog about Wednesday , so I will go to Thursday .
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Today wasnt a day for me,certainly. Luckily we didnt have any activity or else we wont have time to say goodbye . Cried for like half an hour after recess cos Nicole touched our heart with those words . " I cant say chuvachoochoo anymore . I cant plan anymore class outing . I cant spent time with you guys together as a class anymore . I cant shout at this class anymore . I cant (...) I cant really recall uh huh . Tears just stream down from my eyes . I knw that today is the last day of 1B2 as a whole . Well , people say that 1B2 is a notorious class , a unmanageable class . Hey , 1B2 is special in our own way. Went to the hall for deepavali concert and a water conserving talk , that talk was bullshyt . Caught for playing phone games while the talk is going on . Hey , your talk is so freaking boring , you cant blame me for playing games. The deepavali concert was way better than that effing talk . Went back class for spring cleaning and I didnt really clean the class , was only slacking around . I told my friends " Aiya , dont just stand there , must walk around or else cher will know we never help out " How stupid . The back of the class was like a soccer field . Indeed , it was always a soccer field .
Wanted to meet the blogshop owner at 230 at bukit batok but I just left school at 215 . chiong out of school but then I called the blogshop owner if we can meet abit later . She say meet tmr . I breeze walk back to school to meet Nicole , Khin , Keijun , Ruizhen , Sophia and Crystal . Lunched at kfc with Nicole , Khin , Keijun and Ruizhen . Then went bbs for some slacking and chanced upon Shijie and Rae . Accompany Keijun to her house to take some things and then slack at the playground there then back clementi while Ruizhen homed .
I drag myself to the school and saw Tianning and Amira coming out of the school . The guard laugh at me cos I look uber tired . Ate my mash potato in the canteen and chatted with Keijun . And then homed at 6+.
At night , worse night . (N)
I slept from 6+ till 9+ , okayy , call myself a pig but I'm really deadbeat tired .
I woke up and rmb that my prepaid card expire tmr . So I faster think of ways to buy it . I called my dad , he asked me to go and buy myself . Wtf ? It's already like 10+ alr . -'-
I quickly bathe and then went to buy my card . This actually happen " my dad ask me to buy the card myself,bringing my own money . But in the end after I bathe,he came to fetch me and then we went to buy the card . That was alr 11.30 pm. When I was about to alight from my dad's vehicle,I asked him for money . And he said he told me to bring my own money alr .
Then I said I tot you asked me to bring my money cos I'm going to buy the card myself,then you come fetch me,how I know you no money ? then he started to scold me " Whatever I tell you everytime one ear in one ear out. Then he started to scold me . He ask me to get out of the car now. I just ran down and hide myself outside kfc and cry . People look at me thinking that I'm crazy . Then he called me to walk out and take my money to buy my card . I went to 7-11 to buy my card,crying . The salesperson ask me what happen but I just didnt breathe a word and say thankyou and zao . I cried myself back home . I just went to my room and fancy none of my family members know I cried . I cried myself to sleep and i really want to talk to somebody but it's alr late at night,idw to disturb people. Luckily quinn text me till I sleep . I wanted to wait till every family member sleep then I go to the balcony and cry my heart out. But I thought that sleeping will bring away sorrow at least for a few hours. So I just sleep .
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I woke up and feel abit like ytd night was a dream . I took my lappie to my room and locked myself in my room . I haven eat or drink yet . Nicole asked me to watch a video by her of 1B2. After watching , I cried even harder . Especially at 0:50. Now I'm going to meet my friends with my swollen eyes . Should I put on some make-up to cover it ?
